V. E day tomorrow everyone will be celebrating and rightly so!
I'll be taking a nice long stroll up the cemetery to sit with my boy like I sat by his hospital bedside 2 years ago wishing/begging him to wake up. This lasted for 8 excruciating days because at the time we didnt know he had been left for over 6hrs before help was called for (you don't even want to know the antics inbetween😢) Anyway I'll sit at his graveside because I haven't been able too for a while and talk to him and tell him all that's going on in this crazy world then I'll come home and put all my broken pieces back together again. I know life goes on bla de bla but please be patient from tomorrow until June sometime. As my heart totally breaks again my mind relives it all. Nothing can change that I've come to accept it. I just need everyone else to understand it. I'm broken beyond repair I'm a mother trying to live without her child! I'm just trying to do the best I can do ❤️
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