you wasn't suppose to leave

You wasn't suppose to ever leave me. Why didn't you wake up? I begged and begged you to but you couldn't of heard my pleas! there's no way did because you would of fought your way back to me if you could. You wasn't suppose to leave! I need you to come back home. I know in my head that can never be, but my heart won't let you go. I miss you more than I can deal with. I'm ripped apart anew each day but I have to go on and be strong for you. Love you forever and always my handsome boy ❤️💙