grief changes you

Grief changes you. It opens your eyes to everything around you. You actually see people a lot more clearly. Yes you become less patient more aggressive but that's only because of the idiocy that comes out of others mouths on times or because of selfish actions the lack of empathy and understanding people show. Your whole world as you knew it has been rewritten so your less inclined to filter your thoughts and feelings anymore. Your carrying a pain a wound that will never heal one that you have to adjust, adapt to so yes your tolerance for bullshit will evaporate. You have to pick and choose what's important and what's too soul sucking in life as part of your souls destroyed and you have yo preserve what's left of it ❤️