Happy Anniversary 🤪🙄😂

17 years ago today I married my best friend I thought he was my soul mate he told me enough times we were. After 4 years together and 7 kids between us 1 together. I thought my life was complete. Living in a bubble miles from our familes. Sadly after 11 months it all went tits up. He wasn't my soul mate he sucked the soul right out of me and I still haven't found myself again. We were very close friends and he reeled me in at a vulnerable time. 16 yrs on my own and still married to him When's he's been engaged to someone else for years. I tried to divorce him twice 16 yrs ago so just left it up to him as I never intended to have a relationship again. My head belongs to me as fucked up as it is its mine and there's no room in it for anyone else apart from my children