I know my heart is broken beyond repair but i honestly believe im broken deep down in my soul. Can your soul be broken? What even is a soul? I'm not a religious person i believe somethings out there but what. I'm one of those that always asks yes but who made him and who made that etc etc. To many believe in different things and all it brings is hate and violence and if there is a god then hes one cruel cunt!! I'm sorry but he is. I was listening to jays father praying to him at the funeral and the grave as hes a a big believer and it broke me and if there is one i dont like him even more because i didn't do anything to deserve this pain. What a truely nasty man that should be thoroughly ashamed of himself  if he exists. I'm broken beyond repair deep down to my soul and can't see how i can live the rest of my life like this.