I've started this new blog to see if it will help me. My old one was for my weight challenge when i found out about my brain disease but i didn't really update it. This one is mainly for me for my thoughts and feeling to unload them somewhere. They are cluttering my mind my walls have crumbled after 20 odd years of keeping them up. I suppose losing a child does that 😢 So if you don't want to read about pain and sadness please leave this isn't the place for you.